Archive for August, 2016

I am exhausted!

I have found that riding the bus everyday to and from work makes my days three hours longer than the work-day itself.

Example:

I have to be at work by 9:45 am – I have to leave the house by 7am to catch my 1st bus at 7:20 am, then a connector at 8:00 am arriving at the shopping center where I work around 8:45 am – if i leave at 8:00 to catch the 8:20 am bus I risk the connector being late and thus in turn being late for work (the buses here are NOTORIOUS for being unreliable and consistently OFF schedule)…so instead I get there early – sometimes I go to the break room of my store and hang-out other times I’ll head to Starbucks and borrow their internet while having another cup of coffee.

Then when I get off work at 6:15 like I did today, I caught my 1st bus at 6:45 and the connector at 7:15 getting dropped off around 7:35 and home around 7:45 – talk about a SUPER long day.

I am both mentally and physically exhausted.

Last paycheck I wasn’t able to put aside any money, I actually had to pull funds from a savings account to cover our financials for the two week period – still getting used to this bi-weekly pay schedule.  I did send $200 to Progress Energy for our electric bill and had some other items auto-draft.  I also cancelled my Personal Training contract and put a timeline stay on my gym membership (which will continue to draft) in an effort to save some money.

Anyhew – we’ll get there, hopefully sooner rather than later.

I am rambling – can you tell I have a LOT Of mental downtime on the bus?

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Today it finally happened – Silver was repo’d – we’re back to square one – no vehicle – no transportation, no nothing.

We’ve been down this road before – once many years ago our Pontiac Vibe was Repo’d and we went five months without a vehicle – it was difficult and we had a very hard time finding work due to the lack of reliable transportation.  So now we’re trying to figure things out, slowly.  We’ve outlined a plan using my last two checks as a basis for the budget so we can ensure we have funds every month with some leftover for saving for a new vehicle.  We’re looking for something decent – and something we can pay cash for – last time we had a group helping us – this time we’re on our own.

I have also dictated to my husband that now we’re out of a vehicle we need to talk about replacing our washer/dryer so we can run laundry.  Ugh.

It’s become so overwhelming in the last couple of weeks – and its finally come to a head….

Wish us luck!

So ya’ll all remember Silver…how could you not, she’s gorgeous!

Silver

And I am STRESSED! We’re once again behind on our payments and it’s just a matter of time before Regional Acceptance comes to snatch her again…this time though we’re just gonna have to let her go…this seriously breaks my heart.  I adore this van, she’s reliable, runs well and has no mechanical issues…

I am trying to figure out what we’re going to do from here on in – I am SO not looking forward to another beater – but alas it seems to be my lot in life…a beater. I’ve been digging on Craigslist and all I am finding under $1,000 are vehicles in need of repair – missing this or that – well over 100,000 miles on them – ugh.  We can’t swing a car payment right now, so it’s what I’ll need to do.  How does one justify this?  We bought Silver when we had more steady income – now we’re down to a $9.00/hr job and no income from my hubs.  We’re hoping and praying for a miracle in terms of his disability, but even then it won’t be enough…geez.

So to say I am stressed about the whole situation is a VAST understatement.  Getting to and from work will be busing it until I figure out a more permanent solution.

And, to top it all off I dropped my hubby off at the hospital yesterday afternoon to get his legs looked at and get him back on his meds…we’re waiting for answers there, nothing has been figured out other than a series of tests.

Anyhew, that’s where we’re at right now…went and had dinner with my parents tonight for my Mom’s birthday and had me a HUGE alcoholic drink and I am feeling miserable, lesson learned.  I could rant and rave for hours, and it wouldn’t solve anything.

OTB Drink

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